u doesn't have money because of gamble. I do my own project paper,u still throw many question to me. when I try to solve the problem,u reply me u dun know. I speak very softly to u, u mad at me and yell to me. I know I m not top student. but, I do try my best. if I m useless,let it be. I really tired. not only mentally and also physically. god,i really wanna a rest from u. there are nothing that I can do, except bow down my knee, n split my feeling out to you. my dearest god. I know I m weak,so give me the strength from u god. God show me the way when there are seems no way out. when the door are closed,open the another window for me god.> <