everybody has their own plan for this holiday...but i don't..........i miss my old friends in tenom, n also my frez in kk now...the time remind me,it will flight without my notice.......i miss those old memory with my friends within naive n caring..without fear~ i know there are nothing i can do to hold it back..... when i m silently alone, my mind is crystal clear.... it makes me smile while i m mourn i thinking about 1 the pain in my heart 2 the sweetness of the memory..... 3 the bitterness betray by the love ones 4 the punishment from the teacher (we stand together) 5 the hopeless when seem no way to walk out of the mad n dissapointment 6 the demand was not enough and worries 7 the happiness of god heard my pray!makes my family complete(eventough they still havent believe in u) 8 the romantic of god never left me behind...it doesnt matter what i do, u there for me 9 the amazing of god arranged me into the family of faithful in god how greatful the god guide me when i m weak what a ideallic life~ maybe it take me down n make me torn..... i will stay stronger....... my life is safe because of ur grace maybe i will take down again, but i know i will strive again the power to strive me on is the power of god without u, i totally nothing now i m totally get over my form 6 life..n i cherish all of the moment in form 6.i know thiat is not easy tp sit in anew environment..once u tryto suit urself.. enjoy yourself..it is wonderful time.