Tuesday, 19 March 2013

berpantun-pantun sahaja...xD

hmmm~here!that is my pantun...xDto describe my feeling

hati saya tidak dimiliki sesiapa,
tetapi hati saya tiada semangat.
hati saya berkecai seperti kaca jatuh dari tingkapnya,
tinggalkan kepahitan hatiku yang memerlukan masa untuk dirawat.

haha~just got a feeling to write a pantun.haha~
今天,才刚考了一个科目。因为先前我都在嬉戏,完全没有全力地专心读书。但我知道原来我很多都不会做,我明白,那是我没为自己真正负上责任。路边花朵在掉落,我的心情亦明白时间的残酷。风不断的吹,我依然还在原地。曾经那懂得不是一切都是理所当然的心,不知是谁丢弃了。我不断享受玩乐,肩膀的重量,我视而不见。我今天明白,虽然考卷答得很差,但我看见了我的自觉。回头看一看,心里也会心一笑。我更加明白失去还是后悔,未必是心痛,其实能让我看见,以前努力的我,现在的我也该让我的道路走成幸福。也许,会很辛苦,也会很幸福。因为我知道我要的是什么。

人都是需要经历,好让经验被累积使我走更长的路。

我不能保证,我不会再被安逸的生活被吸引,但是,我求上帝赐给我那个更亲近主的心,明白主在我身上的美好旨意。因为我不完全也不完美,我需要主牵着我的手,一步一步地走向主的恩典之路。我要别人也能感受得到神的美好和恩典,让看见我的,我走过的地方都能留下主的祝福。也叫人看见我的生命乃是主的作为。

Sunday, 17 March 2013

a daily life in form 6....

a form 6 student is not easy as i thought after take spm result...but,no matter what hectic life in my study life,fortunately god never leave me alone to go through all if this...sometimes,i still being do something without direction.it made me feel dizzy and confused am i wrong to become form 6 student?all of this questions,god guide me to know how to become more diligent and being respondsible with my duty and makes my time management become more systematic..i still carry on all of this..it is not easy and not hard too...but,it being hard when i forgot god will always standby me,courage me with his words in the bible.
god always embrace me when i am praising him that i am  in trouble or feeling happy that ur mercy never disguise.
you!give me a lot friends that always stay with me,support me without bored.what a pretty life i have.hehe.
i know there are still some imperfect way in my atitude.
i anger that sometimes why  i'm feel you are not near.but,god u teach me to obey to serve you...hm....ur plan on me was amazing grace that u had give me to during my daily life...when something not going smoothly as i thought,you teach me waiting that you will arrange all of the stuff that i cant solve.
A foggy night,but,ur love still enough warm to me~

Halleluyah~with broken english...haha~
seek ye 1st the kingdom of god and his rightenous,and all those things that he will added unto you~god loves you~